SP... a recap of a conversation I had with myself yesterday...
"So, I pulled over and had a talk with myself...
I asked myself what can I do about any of the past?
Hmmmm. Nothing.
What could you possibly say to the W that will magically change her mind?
Hmmmm. Nothing.
What can you do for the W that will speed her along her journey?
Hmmmm. Nothing.
What would I change about the journey I have taken the last seven months?
Hmmmm. Nothing."
I have those days and moments. The days get further apart and the moments get easier to handle.
Detaching doesn't mean you can't have hope. It doesn't mean to forget. It means to let go.
The hardest thing I had to learn was I can not fix this. I can not change this. I will never make my W change her mind. I have to accept that she is on her own journey. I can not help her on her way to a quicker resolution.
I feel that any attempt to make any move towards reconciling is going just push her further away. It is just going to make her feel something I don't want her to.
I got it.
It will come, brother. Honestly.
“Things turn out best for the people who make the best out of the way things turn out” ― Art Linkletter
