Appreciate your quick replies and on-going support, it's really comforting.
I continue to try to be calm, taking each day at a time...actually the last 2 days I am feeling at peace, tho had a dream last night that we totally got back together just before he left....and decided to work on m. I woke up frustrated, cuz I am really trying hard to let go....LET IT BE, has been the tune I've been humming as of late. I hate when my dreams mess up my emotions. But H didn't know anything was different. H did call me from work yesterday....with small info....tasks, but he hasn't done that for a long, long time. Only when there is a real need or question, not just something small. It's weird, I don't want to give up hope at all....but I AM detaching more and more. It is a struggle within.
Sue what did you mean by not letting your anger out. That, I should or shouldn't? We have had our outbursts, especially the first 4-5 months and lost some ground. I've been careful to minimize all that the last 3 months...tho last week we did have tension, which I already went over in this post.
Wiley, I would love to get together for a mini-DB, especially in March....when I'll have more time. I may have your card....I'll look. Your wise support and specific guidance has really helped. Sue, could your meet too? I wouldn't want you to take time away from the hard work you are doing with H at this time on your M.....that is #1!!
