NERO here- don't let me float away anybody

[RosaLinda]

It must be so strange to go "home" and feel so out of place there. Is your H living in the home you lived in together? It must be so sad to see the place all run down and the garden overgrown. 

You say you wonder if he's "truly just a fragile human being working out something big, a selfish ratty little boy - or a selfish pig of a man"  Maybe he's a bit of each but mostly depressed? The absolute lack of physical touching seems so strange to me Nero. So not-man-like. I would think a man would be glad to have sex (not ML just sex) even if he does not love his W. it seems so strange and depressed to me. 

Why did you leave FL Nero? Was it because of your mom?