Sometime I'm a glutten for punishment, I watch W's behaviour read various signs and I used to snoop (can't do that now as W is very security conscious) but I can normally work out what is going on. When W returned from her last night out and left her overnight bag in full view I did peek inside and see all that stuff and that sent my mind spiralling out of control.
She's not my problem and I have been distant over the last 2 years but being under the same roof its hard not to want to know what's going on. But when step back and watch what is going on its not too much different from when she had her 2 year PA 2005 - 2007.
This weekend I'll need to keep ultra busy to stop my mind wandering.
