It really is a long haul...thread #4

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Another thing that has been nice with the H so far is how amazing he has been this past month regarding my pregnancy & the babies. He is very excited & talks about them constantly. I really do feel as if it's genuine. My only worries is that he his throwing all of his thoughts/feelings towards them to avoid other emotions.

It's such a fine line & tricky road to go down. For now I'm going with it & showing him the new strong me. He has commented several times about my confidence throughout our entire sitch & never thought I would be that way. He has also mentioned that after he said he wanted to be with me & chose us & our marriage that he thought I'd go back to my old ways & self. I told him that I've made many changes for myself & that's why they've stuck.