Also, hopeful, what if I've already reached that point? He's been gone six weeks and I would go a few days without talking to him and then be back at it. He even said all of what I sent him pushed him so far from wanting to make it work it wasn't even funny. Is it too late now?

At the same time, I need to deal with this anger over him getting to act like he was blameless in the marriage and now getting to take no responsibility and act like a teenager. Sometimes I wonder what I'm fighting for, but I know it's for my daughter and because I truly love him.


Me: 26
H: 28
T:8 M:5
D:2
BD:4/1/13
Separated 6/6/13
Filed separation 6/21/13
Waiting for D papers to be served, H says filed