{{{{{Sue & LL}}}}}} Thanks you two....I needed to hear your words of guidance and support.....and YES you both have given me HOPE for the future of our M. I do know that God has a plan (and yes thanks LL for the reminder of not praying selfishly....to pray that H will find his way and to give me the strength and patience to go forward the best I can)
I think we did talk enough for one week-end. This thing is, he often asks me how I'm doing, what are my thoughts. In general, he always was the best communicater in our R...he just backed off the last couple of years. So, maybe his constant concern is a good sign (?!?)
We also talked logistics this morning about buying me a new car! What I drive is getting old....he wants me to have something reliable and fairly nice....So I'm going car shopping in the next few weeks. Yahoo....that material stuff doesn't do it for me, tho. Oh well, I do need a reliable car.
Thanks for the feedback so quickly....my spirits are already lifted
I really appreicate my new found friends/supporters here on the posts.