Mooka,

I'm always scared when I hear that people have gone and read my history but then again I know that hidden in all my rantings is a story of hope.

I would avoid saying anything more to h today or tonight...you've said alot to him already leave it at that.

it's blatantly obvious that the man cares very much about you...he's just got to figure that out himself.

stay strong,

LL