T, thank you so much. I cried myself to sleep and missed your post. It sure is comforting to know I have friends on this board who will see me through difficult times.

I need to go put an ice pack on my eyes and get ready for work. I'm usually so distracted there that I don't think about my sitch. Maybe today will bring some good news. At least I will work to regain some perspective, starting with all that I am grateful for.

Thanks again, T!