I have always had in the back of my mind that i would write my ex a letter. I apologised a lot when my marriage ended for the affair i had. We spent a few turbulent years trying to get the marriage back but it never worked. Time and distance has allowed me to see EXACTLY the pain I caused with the affair. Although i was sorry initially it was probanly more bout me.
If I wrote a sincere letter now, should I raise the topic of "what if " and could we try again?
Remembering he lives with a 'FRIEND ' and i have a boyfriend
