Tori you are right. We are also best friends so we tell each other stuff. For instance H was recounting a convo with his good friend in which friend said you and ruby are separated but not really. H agreed at that. Could be seen as cake eating but feels more like a child exploring but still having the safety. It works for now. Am pretty cool with who I am and what I do. But Tor, if H has made commitment to our friendship he may not blow it again. For anything or any one. That is remaining g true.