Lol. BF, I never ask questions I don't want the answers to. I would rather have truth than having to speculate. Does it hurt that H can't find, right now, what he needs with me? Sometimes. This I know though, H needs to do this and maybe so do I. I am solid in conviction, or possibly delusional, that H and I will reconnect t. He said today that we may get out there and realize... I finished the statement with ' there's no one more awesome than us '? He said yes.
I don't have to like it lol. But I will deal with it on my terms