I've got to put some distance between us so I can heal and stop feeling so emotional every day.
So. Onward and upward. I can survive without this man.
It's all too soon IMO. You are not grieving. You are moving too fast. I mean it JUST happened. Nothing is wrong with you feeling emotional every day for a while. My new counselor told me there's something seriously wrong if you are not grieving after something like this (BD) happened. Moving fast isn't gonna heal you I don't think. Grieve at your pace, act as if you are happy in front of him and slowly focus on GAL and selling the house or whatever.
M37 H36 M8 T12 inc 3yr L-dist 7/12:H broke down 10/12:H dad D frm W4. BD soon after 1/13:H wants to leave 2/13:H gpa passed. Feels closer but H still leaving 3/13: S begins
