Yes advina I hear you loud and clear. Thanks for not hitting me too hard with one of those 2x4's lol. I do appreciate what you said. Anyways, yes I think I was venting because I do know I have to back off. I understand the unhealthy thinking also Advina. As you know it's tuff to step up and do what you know you should be doing. At least in the earlier time of these sitchs. Guess right now I am concerned for when or even if we do have our first talk via phone to maintain that PMA etc etc. But will have to cross that bridge when/if it comes to that.
