Falling down again.... Really would like some wise analysys, but be kind. I'm hurting today. :-(
I panicked because I couldn't face just talking about D and stuff. I felt like I had to send that one email that states what I desire so....
Because she always says our marriage was a formality, I said we can undo it, and that I hoped in the future she could see things differently (paraphrasing myself).
I made the mistake of saying some things about the OM and that I didn't really think they had so much in common. I know thatwas a mistake, and her response was just that I wouldn't know because I now nothing about him.
She said if things don't work out with OM she thinks she'd rather be alone, and said my problem is that I'm afraid to be alone.
I just replied that she's never been alone, which is true. She's never been without somone to help take care of things. She went from home, to the Air Force, marriage to me, and then twice leaving me for greener pastures.
