My mother is dying. XW wants to be my friend.

[tadpole1025]

Thanks all.

Just wanted to give a quick update on things.

Mom seems to be in good spirits. The news we found out last week has encouraged her to continue the Chemo.

XW is mad at me. I received two more child support payments than I should have. Of course, this is my fault. Not hers or the courts.....mine.

I saw her from a distance a few days ago and I must say that she is even starting to LOOK nuts. I realized though that I am not as attracted to her as I was. It's weird in a way. She's always been just beautiful.....kind of a mix between Sandra Bullock and Wynona Rider. I really don't see it anymore. Like I said, she is even starting to LOOK different.

S27 and S18 have both told me that she still asks a lot of questions about me and my family. She only does this though when OM is not around.

I am doing better. The fact that I realized that I am not attracted to her helps a lot. Hopefully, someday, I will no longer love her. (I never thought that I would say that.)

I haven't been posting much on here lately, but have been lurking and reading the posts from some of the newbies. I wish I could take their pain away. I wouldn't wish the pain that this mess has caused on anybody. But.....it does better eventually....

I am missing some of the old-timers that used to post here. Perhaps it is a good thing that they have moved on.

Has anyone heard how Seeking Answers is doing?

Peace.

Tad