LH, I know I touched a nerve with a previous post on another thread and I'm sorry.
I truly can't imagine how difficult this must be for you. Separating from your loved one at this time goes against every biological/emotional cell in our beings.
I know you are doing the best you can with the situation you are in and have only the best intentions for your baby.
I do hope you can find some happiness in the midst of all this. Our children sometimes connect with our feelings before we are even cognizant of them.
I wish you the best.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss