BF, can you elaborate why you were mad at H and then at me?

In my head, H will do what he has to and I am strong enough, especially with a little help from my friends wink , to let him.

I have no expectations, other than common courtesy.


But I have to say, I was very close last week to reaching the edge of the boundaries and getting out for good. The fact that I knew at this point I wasn't ready, was the only thing that kept me on this path.

H has wanted me to date someone for a long time. Now that he has acknowledged that I am his best friend and that he can't even think about me not being in his life, I do not think my dating someone is going to liberate him like he thinks.