For some reason, I had a feeling you were on here now.

And I had a feeling you might be a bit down. Weird, right?

T, no worries about the alt. You can get a free email add. at yahoo. When or if you are ready. smile I know you are busy.

I had a feeling you might be a bit down. Weird, isnt it?

I thought that because you had such a nice time with h and you were a family like you were before.

And then reality sets in. He is back to texting. He might be seeing her. And it stings.

The thing about all this is that there is no lightning bolt that hits them.

It would be great if there was, though.

The hope is that each connection, each good interaction, each new memory, gets in there and starts to build up.

It takes time for them to process it and it takes time for them to put it all together.

When in crisis, things get jumbled up. Things they thought they knew for sure, suddenly doesnt seem right anymore. Things they thought they wanted, needed.

And it is a shock to the system sometimes to realize that all the things they thought, are not true.

So, I am so sorry you are feeling down.

But he might be clinging on to her a bit because of the confusion. He is trying to make sense of it all. Trying to figure out what is real and what isnt. What he wants and what he doesnt. How he feels about you and himself.

It is another tough part, T.

Another time for you to dig a little deeper and let stuff work its way in.

I am so happy you are going to a spa with your friend. Have a ball and leave all this behind.

Thinking of you and sending you hugs.