We keep our cars a long time... Hers is 13 years old, needs a few service items and I'm tired of working on it. This is why I suggested we move to upgrade it a while back.

She finally got excited about it a couple of days ago, but then seems to have kinda dropped it. I really don't want to push for this, I want it to be her decision. I wouldn't be surprised if she continues to stall... I may have to bust out the tools and buy some more parts!

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I joined my buddy at the beach volleyball meet up again today. When I got home W was gone. Not sure where she went, she may have told me and I forgot. Feeling a bit anxious right now.

Also, it seemed W was pushing me to go to the volleyball meetup. I was planning something else, but it fell through. I wonder why she did this. Maybe wants me to meet other women? I know I shouldn't think like this, but it's too late now!

M: A really long time.
Crisis: 5 years.
She's still worth it.

Life is never made unbearable by circumstances, but only by lack of meaning and purpose. -Viktor Frankl