My Story - Need Help... Is there hope?

[truelovewaits]

Last night was really tough for me. I went through some pictures with a friend from her birthday last year. To say the least I was affected by it.

I need advice. I need help community. I don't think she wants to explore anything but there was a time I know she did. I know now she is in another relationship but I don't want to give up. I'd like to know if I contact her and how do I start? I think if we could be in a friendly contact without any discussion of the R or M it would be a good start but I don't know. What are your thoughts?

This roller coaster ride is a tough one.