Guess I belong here now...

[sweetbabyred]

Dawn, thank you so much for your sweet comments.

I'm glad that I sound so strong, but sometimes I don't really feel that way.

I guess I just realized I didn't have much of an option. I could either make myself miserable thinking about what I'd lost, or work to create a better, happier life for myself.

And if I'm miserable that would most likely eliminate my chances for H or anyone else wanting to be in my life.

Some days are easier than others, but I can't think of the last time I cried uncontrollably, so it's been at least a few days.

I might tear up when I see/hear something that reminds me of the past, but I can keep it together.