PS. H said if I hadn't had found list snooping on phone last year, confronted him, and then told him to leave, we would still be together.
My first reaction was sadness that I told him to hit the road last year ( .005 of a second) cuz my second reaction was that nothing would have changed and I was close to WAW status last year.
While this road has been tough, I would not have traded for the road we might have traveled had he stayed. This road sees both of us growing and rediscovering our love, whatever that may look like further down this road :))
