Almost a month divorced at this point and while some things are pretty hectic, others are starting to settle. We both got moved into different places a couple weeks ago. I'm still trying to get the house organized, but I'll get there in a few weeks.
W (yep, I'm still calling her W most of the time...hard to get used to that change) continued to spend the night most nights until last weekend. I sensed a lot of fear from her, and it almost felt fake at times, so we've been separate since then. She asked to come over Tue to talk but I wasn't up for it, so she started in on how much she needs me and would be good to me, etc. I do think she has been thinking a lot and trying to figure some things out, but she's got a long way to go and I certainly do not want to fall back into it until I'm sure things will be different.
I've been spending a lot of time with a lady friend of mine. It was great at first, but last weekend we slipped over the friend line a little and it's been kinda weird since. Really, I've been weird since....she's been extremely cool. She knows I'm not ready for anything serious, but she is...our timing just isn't right. This just complicates issues, so I think we'll back away from things for a while and let things settle back into friend mode for a while.
This coming week will be my first week without the kids in probably a decade. I'm expecting it to be difficult, but am booking a fair amount of GAL to keep busy. I'm also refocusing on work, which is goodness.
