I've been consistent in reading these forums everyday. While I do no reply often, as I have little advise to offer at this point, I get so much out of just knowing there are other people out there who are going through the same thing.
I'm at my grandma's house now. I didn't realize she was so immobilized. She's 85 and was unable to do anything when I arrived. I have spent the last week trying to nurse her as best as I can. Her only wish has only been to avoid a nursing home. She has been doing exceedingly well now that I've been helping her get around. She wasn't even eating until I got here. Now I force her to eat everything I make. She's slowly gaining energy so I'm happy I can focus on that. I've also taken up some needlework that my grandma has shown me, which I've enjoyed. I still am stressing over what's going on in the lab and need to focus on not worrying about things I cannot control.
I haven't spoke to H since I've been here. It's been easier focusing on my grandma. His birthday is coming up in two days. Should I text him to wish him a happy birthday or remain quiet? Opinions?
