To little Too late

[lost_hope]

From what I read on here when you have kids you just go dim. You only address the W for thing related to the kid, the house, finances (necessary things). Yes re-read and try to impliment 180/DB techniques. And don't beat yourself up about your decision. No one can tell you what's best for your child. My H and l are doing a similar thing for my baby that's going to be born in a month. We're fully prepared to sacrifice "happiness" to give him as much normalcy and stability as we can in this messed up circumstance.