I'm so grateful for those who have supported me through all of this turmoil. BTW, it has been several hours since my last post and my vision has improved quite a bit since then. This technology is a miracle! I don't even have any pain.
Merrick, you are so right about the issues not being resolved. I have had two sessions with a new C that is familiar with Michele's work. The main reason for me going to C was to figure out how to deal with the A and all of the suffering that I went through. I had been acting as if for so long and I didn't know how to resolve the issues from that.
I know that I shouldn't let my thoughts run wild, but when I spoke with Ellen Kreidnam (author of "Light His Fire") she said that a man won't just leave his W and ness up his life and family if he didn't have somewhere to go. I tend to agree.
This is all just such a big surprize. Just last week when stepD13 was herer for spring break, we were discussing where we would like to go for vacation this year. Next weekend we are supposed to do a weekend getaway somewhere of his choosing. He hadn't chosen a place yet but I wasn't worried because he is such a procrastinator. I figured I would give him a little nudge this weekend.
Once again, I shouldn't take anything for granted. If things are going well then we need to get to a place where it is clear where we stand.
This evening after we returned from dinner, he fell asleep on the sofa. I felt that this was his way of avoiding any furhter discussion (which I didn't want to have anyway). When we went to bed he gave me hug and a kiss and said that he was glad that the surgery was successful. He said ILT and it was as if nothing had changed.
ALIENS PLEASE GO AWAY! YOU ARE NOT WELCOME HERE. PLEASE LEAVE MY H ALONE!!! WHAT MORE DO YOU WNAT FROM US?
Christine
I am the master of creating positive energy and love in my own environment. I am the source of love in my life. It starts with me! This energy radiates from me! It gives me strength, courage, wisdom and grace!
