And now that I "know" you, I want to shake your h.
I will tell you, though, that it is not unusual for the MLCer to take steps backward before moving forward.
As I have told TVS, you know when you were a kid and you wanted to jump over a huge puddle? And you had to back up to get a running start? Kinda like that for them.
I know that doesnt help take away the hurt or frustration you are feeling.
I think you are right for checking out for a bit. Time to regroup.