Hang in there, lost. You are in a very difficult situation. I agree w chl0901-- continue to do your 180s and GAL as much as possible.

M- 18 T-21
S-14,11 & 10
BD 6-18-2012 (OW-EA)
H moved out 11-3-2012
10-5-13 Me- I want a divorce. I want to move on w my life.
11-25-13 Jointly filed.