Dbing has tought me to be "cool as a cucumber". I'm holding on tight to this rollercoaster, but here we go again. I'd like anyone's take on this.

After H went to bed (after sleeping for about an hour on the sofa), I noticed that his cell phone was flashing. Yes, I did it...I admit! I looked to see who called and guess who? That's right the OW! She called while we were out to dinner but she didn't leave a message. The phone was flashing because I had left a message in the afternoon that he never checked.

I sincerely thought this sitch was over. I know that one phone call doesn't mean much but I can't help but wonder. No, things are not bad like they were when she was involved, but I drive myself crazy with wondering if he called her first or what. I know what you all are going to say...it's the same thing that I have posted to others myself. I shouldn't dwell on it. I can't control it. Just keep working on being the best "me" I can be etc., etc.

Ok I feel better already that I was able to get this out on the BB. I'll just have to monitor closely.

Christine

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