Rotzilla, Renew and Seattle thanks for your input.
Seattle, yes you are right to be cautious about C. In fact, up to this point I was against it. A bizarre coincidence happened in my C search (even though I'm starting to believe that there are no coincidences anymore). I looked over the list of providers that my insurance covers and I called a couple and left messages. I liked the announcement on one of the answering machines...something about positive relationships. He called me back and the first question I asked was if he was familiar with Michele and her work. He said "Yes, I prefer it over all others." Well that sold me and I have an appt on Wed. We'll see how it turns out. I'm still a bit hesitant, but let's see what this brings.
This evening, H suggested that we go out and celebrate my bonus. I let him pick the restaurant and we had a nice time. After we came home he fell asleep on the couch. It seems that he is back to his "depression and no energy" mode. I still wish that there was something that I could do, but he refuses to take anti-Ds and I know that this is his demon that he must conquer. I will be here to hold his hand, but I can't save him. This I've learned from DB and at least he isn't wanting to run away anymore.
Christine
I am the master of creating positive energy and love in my own environment. I am the source of love in my life. It starts with me! This energy radiates from me! It gives me strength, courage, wisdom and grace!
