180 I'm not mad at you at all you have been there for me and trying to help to move on. I just need to learn how to just move on. I think I will be able to really move on once H moves out and I will be able to start living again. Every time we are home together I just want to keep talking about us getting back together but I don't do it. It just hurts so bad that he is so close but he is still far away and it doesn't help when OW keeps texting and calling ever second of the time. I just tune it out or I go into another room when the texting or calling happens. I just dont understand why in order for me to believe in the heavenly father I have to attend church services. Anyway I just wanted to let you know that I'm not mad at you you have been a real big help to me I just need to stop and figure my life out. And I'm still having a hard time with that. Thank you 180 and I will be back on soon after H moves out to Update my situation with you. Ttyl 180.
M:42 H:37 M:14yrs S:13; S:9 Found out PA:8/2012 2nd PA & still w/OW:4/2013 H asked for D:6/2013 H moved out: 8/2013 H & OW moved in together: 8/2013
