I do miss my W - I feel like I was never given the chance to say goodbye to her before this new person who I don't recognize took her place. In some ways that loss feels similar to what I imagine the sudden death of a spouse might be like. Truly horrible and sad beyond words.
GM, I could not agree with this more. My xSO simply vanished from my life like a puff of smoke.
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She really does not care what happens to me at this point.
This is the hardest thing for me to accept even after all this time. Most probably because I can not relate to it at all. I still have quite a few friends that I have known since childhood and would not have treated them like I was treated.
Wishing you all the best on your continued journey.