SD I'm so glad you are here. Thank you. I'm numb. I'm scared. I'm sad and want to cry. I feel like I'm in shock like BD all over again. It's so much harder with all of the love and affection. Why does she do that? Why can't she just be cold, distant and mean like some other WAS's? Why did she always give me so much hope?

I am so scared. My future seems so uncertain. I really can't believe she is choosing this. I know she's not healthy. I know she's making a mistake. I know I can't do anything about it. I know.

But I love and I care.

Me(F):40 WAW:44
T:13yrs M:9yrs
BD:2/12 (I saw a text)
ILYBINILWY: 5/12
PA admission: 12/12 (began 3/11)
S:2/13
Moves in w/AP D begins: 7/13
W moves home to R: 10/13