Karen, it's always good to hear from you...thanks for your support!
Well, I took another chance this evening and asked H if he wanted to get away for a weekend soon. He said "yes". This is such a major step! I know that we are piecing things back together again, but this is a tangible sign of reconciliation. He didn't even hesitate. It was just like it used to be. I often wonder if he even realizes what he has put me through. Thank goodness for this MB so that I can say these things here and not to him.
For this weekend, I will be having an A with my H. I will be the OW in his life. This is really exhausting, though. I hope I can keep this up for another 30 years!
Christine
I am the master of creating positive energy and love in my own environment. I am the source of love in my life. It starts with me! This energy radiates from me! It gives me strength, courage, wisdom and grace!