Good for you.... Obviously I'm no expert but I thought I read somewhere that the alien may never say thank you or acknowledge how they acted and ask for forgiveness. So don't really expect it, just accept it like you've done and go with it.
You have the same ambition I do if presented and that should be the right tool to the M. You did a great job! Keep up the PMA and try to let go of those things. It is part of healing. If you let go of them, maybe you'll feel more at ease and be able to accept that it happened for a reason and that reason is why you are enjoying your life w/H now!!! Tootles............
