Having trouble sleeping. Anxious about the future. I drafted an initial divorce proposal today. I really hate the idea of getting a divorce, but I don't know what else to do.

I have no real relationship with my W anymore. We live in the same house, but that is about it. She openly focuses her attention on other men. She has 2 more trips planned to Haiti to see OM this year.

She won't be discrete about what she is doing. Our home is a war zone. I am hurting, the kids are hurting. I know I need to do this.

I wish things were diffferent.


M43, W37
D5, D11, D13
DB 12/11/2012