Dropping the Rope

[lost_hope]

I am glad you reached a position of clarity and acceptance. Even though it feels bad it must also feel good in some ways. I understand your sentiment exactly. I'm still in fighting mode myself, mostly because I'm having our first child in one month, but today I physically felt the intensity of love I feel for him get dimmer. It was an odd feeling and unlike anything I have felt thus far. Anyway, I wish you luck in your situation.