just stopping in for a minute- i didn't read all in depth- caught the quandry about him not coming home- what to do when he shows up-
yeah- this is what i believe i will face in fla- i kind of hate to go & deal with it- i feel like you do- it's such a waste - all of it.
i get the "his journey" thing- where the hell it leaves us besieds feeling like doormats ,e tc. i do not know.
hang on- you're sounding kind of "ok" in spite of this new insanity. you're pretty darn understanding about ita ll- i wonder if i'll hold together as well as you.
i wish i had wisdom to impart- i cannot imagine what to tell you, when i can't imagine how i'll feel & what i'll do and how "calm & together" i will manage to be.
mom is spinning out a bit since i'm leaving sat a.m. have lined up one person to stop by on thurs. pay nurse comes mon wed & fri- and her other two daughters will have to just pitch in and do something (for a change). have paid all her bills up today so aug is okay . haven't done my own- but hey- same old stinking thing- her firsr!!!??/ wonder why???
oh well- HUMOR - she woke me up this morning because she "lost" her new teeth - auuuughhhhhhhhh. ran over - and ta da- there they were - yay in the living room. God help her when i'm gone- between tv not working and teeth bein glost-
i'm outta here. it's 98 degrees already today and i have tons to do- clean & pack up. now that mom is almost done - the amount of crappola "tending" to some old person's life &junk- no, i am not in the least gracious about it.
anyway- sos with me- dread going, dread staying. want to run - as usual. for the moment- still in place. hope you manage okay with your new not-h and this staying away business & dep. Geez dawn, wish i could wisk you away with me and run to England. cool, rainy maybe , good pastry- NO relatives, keeping a pleasant thought for a moment here.
