I am feeling terribly anxious this morning. I can't hold on much longer without a settlement. I need control of my life.

Now that I've unblocked communication with xh he's bombarding me with emails re issues that need to be handled at our meeting. One of the emails was also sent to my attorney, so here we go again. It might seem like no big deal, but for me it stirs up all the trauma he's inflicted. I was doing better and now I can't sleep, I feel anxious and am crying. I need to get away from him.