Texted H last night just to ask if he was back yet (we switched places) he said he was on way back but not coming home til later. I asked "How come?" He said was meeting friends for beers.
Wednesday night was always XGF night...
So, I know I can't do anything about anything, but I think I have to step back for awhile. Will be easier once I am done course. Very tired right now and behind.
I also think it doesn't help if I stay at his place. I am constantly looking for signs that he has had someone over and it is no good for my tired mental state!!
