Do you not think she knows you are sorry? She does- Im sure you said it 50 billion different ways in your letter and the period of time after BD. No more apologizing.
Read Sandi 32's posts on others threads. She makes great sense to me and is completely applicable to your sitch.
If your gut says she had an affair- she had an affair. Dont overthink this. Dont dig for proof. She wanted you away and the TRO kept you away......She is trying to live the life that she thinks she was kept from while being stuck married to you.
stop mindreading and keep doing what your doing - because your doing it RIGHT!
Hows the job search???
ME 38 W 37 T18 M5 D3 BD 1/7/13 PA Conf 2/11/13- Ongoing 2nd simultaneous affair Confirmed 4/19/13 W gets APT and begins transition out 5/29/13 First mediation appt 12/19/13
