I'm sorry to hear you are going through this as I know how hard it can be. It's heart breaking to hear the one you love say these things to you. Just know it's not about you it's about him. He is lost and needs to find his way. All you can do is work on you and your happiness. I'm sure you have heard it before but you can only change YOU not somebody else. DB is all about making those changes to our lives and how we react to things for our benefit. Sometimes the result of those changes wakes up our spouses and they realize what they are throwing away. Just know if that doesn't happen you will still be fine. We aren't the only ones to have ever gone through something like this and we won't be the last.
I will follow your thread and wish you luck. The best thing you can do is get yourself together and look happy in front of him. We all cry but try your best to do it in the shower where the evidence will be washed off of your face
M12 Kids 2 ILYBINILWY 08/05 Reconciled 05/06 S07/12 Moved back 03/13 Separated Again 06/24/13 Back Again (his choice) 02/14 Leaving again 03/23/14 DIVORCED 02/15