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Wow, Ruby, sorry that you read that. At the same time, after the inital shock and emotions, it may help you with your understanding of H and how you move forward.

Clearly he has guilt over what he did. And clearly he feels something towards you if he needed to make sure you would be ok. From some of your posts, I felt like your H was cake eating with you to keep you on the hook while he and XGF worked through some things.

I understand trying to love unconditionally each time you get kicked in the gut. I'm starting to feel numb at this point in my life.

You are right that H would turn to you in a time of need. I've been though that. The fact that you have so many years together cannot be replaced so quickly by a "teenage love", which is what XGF is.