Ruby, I’m so sorry you have to go through this. Don’t you wish now you haven’t found the letter? Do you think your H intentionally left it there for you to find? In any case this is such a heartless thing to do on his part. I’m glad you are taking it in strides. This is definitely a step back, but I’m sure there will be more steps forward for you. (((((hugs)))))
Subconsciously, maybe it was left on purpose. Wasn't really hidden, in a pile of receipts etc. It was good to find it, but hard to hear me represented to GF like that. Although I do notice that he didn't mention the sheer amount of time we had spent together since January. MY bet is she still has and won't ever have, any idea.
Floyd!! Good to hear from you!! Want to come to Boston??? I see your D date posted, but I think this is okay. How is the relationship with W? and how is the burgeoning romance with awesome lady??
Last night I kind of had an epiphany:
While it hurt me, I realized I felt worse for H. Having been through all these emotions when he left (and I was not stupid in love at that point) I could understand and empathize with what he felt.
I have so much in my life and I am so blessed to have friends who stuck by me and my kids etc. Thanks to H, we don't worry about finances.
I guess after the initial "shock" wore off, I was able to look a little closer at these emotions.
Thanks for being there, everyone, I just needed to ramble and tell someone! LOL
