So we have been separated for 3 weeks as of today and what have I been doing.
I have been working out, trying to get back into my job, I had family visit, I am pursuing some alternative medicine for an injury I have had. I planned a trip to see other family at the end of the month. I have talked to my DB coach. I have read a couple of books - 2 fiction and 1/5 self help. I started eating better. I am working on ditializing my DVD library, seen several movies and a bunch of other stuff. Sometimes I cry but not as often.
I guess when I say I do not see any path back from this I mean in the relationship not in life in general. I know I will eventually be ok.