Yes you are correct I am nothing but all talk I have gone to church many many Years ago and I was taught to do this and do that which I had followed but outside of the church the ones that was telling me that I couldn't do that or this they were doing what they said we couldn't do. I don't understand why I have to attend church to believe in god. Why can't I just believe in him on my own. And yes I'm still haven't saved myself its still painful to be going through this and I know i have a lot of people on here giving me a lot of advice here and im having a hard time on letting go. I will be ending all posting for awhile until I can figure out how to safe myself. And once I do that I may return or not.
M:42 H:37 M:14yrs S:13; S:9 Found out PA:8/2012 2nd PA & still w/OW:4/2013 H asked for D:6/2013 H moved out: 8/2013 H & OW moved in together: 8/2013