"I had asked many times to help.me save this marriage and I haven't got an answer back so I believe my marriage is not ment to be saved."
Hogwash. One of the main reasons why you haven't been able to save your M is because you haven't been able to save YOURSELF first. And in all honesty, if you are faith filled but won't even put in the effort to go to a service, then you're not putting 100% effort into it. It's all lip service.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.