The Show Must Go On

[BrightFuture]

Linda, Portia, thanks for posting. I took my GF to the airport tonight. Then went to another poll fitness class. Oh boy, I think I’m a bit old for this. I think I’m going to hurt all over my body this week.

Linda, I’m glad I can be of some help to you. Yes, I know some specifics about Russia and Russian women. Not all of them a bad and looking for an easy way or a green card. I have two Russian GFs who are wonderful people. But, I’ve also heard of Russian women who don’t hesitate to break the families in order to get what they want. This RT is one of them, and it looks like she is an evil one. I don’t approve and don’t respect this kind of people, no matter what nationality they are. And I’m sure she will get what she deserves – I believe in Karma.

For me, it was like the twilight zone - here I am talking about nothing to a man that I loved and we were both pretending that out relationship never existed. I never forget my horror when he went to call me my nickname and then stopped in full stream and then used my real name. Like I never noticed! It was the "fake" conversation which made me nervous. Is that how you feel, too?

Portia, this is exactly how I feel. All these years together… And now he treats me like a complete stranger. I guess it is part of this journey. You might be right that it is positive development in my sitch that he contacts me. I doesn’t feel like it though, it feels frustrating.

H sent me another long text today while I was out with my GF before taking her to the airport. I noticed the text a couple hours later and replied when I got home. He replied right back. I guess he was waiting for the answer. He asked for my help again – setting up his e-mail. We have a company web service with e-mail accounts. I have the company e-mail address in my Resume and in all professional links. I’m not ready to give it up yet. I am an administrator for these accounts. He is asking for the passwords for his e-mail accounts. His words “I hate to ask but can you retrieve them for me.” I will need to figure out tomorrow how to do it. What I don’t get is why he wants these accounts when he tries to separate his life from me. IDK, but his contacts are spaced out, asking one thing at a time. He is very polite again and thanking me for help.

While my GF was here with me, I was busy, so naturally I didn’t give a priority to H’s contacts and requests. I need to maintain this from now on.