Sorry I haven't posted to u in a while. Dealing w my own "stuff."
Just wanted to pipe in that I've been thinking about u off & on & your sitch.
Interesting that your perspective is that "singles out there" aren't really married people at heart, yet there are so many of us DBing that are right there with you "out there" thinking exactly the same thing!
"Fake it until you make it" does help me. When I am focusing on my sitch and not in the present w my kids I go and interact w them and usually end up having fun and feeling so much better afterwards. I do have to force it to start, but I know it changes to "making it" somewhere along the way!
I agree that NOW is the time to seek counseling/help. You will (as you know) cycle through these emotions over and over and over. So, even though you've made it through a rough week, you know very well it isn't the end of those emotions.
Stay strong, my friend! You are definitely not in a boat by yourself even though it may feel that way!
M- 18 T-21 S-14,11 & 10 BD 6-18-2012 (OW-EA) H moved out 11-3-2012 10-5-13 Me- I want a divorce. I want to move on w my life. 11-25-13 Jointly filed.
